Body Worked In Halves, Tornado Vortex Rises Up Spine To Skull
November 26: Ligament Snapping All Over Skull With Clavicle Release
From 8 to 8:30 am, I did a sitting session with long stretchy pulls from sacrum on up. I felt releases in the hips, shoulder girdles and TMJ joints. I felt no pain. From 8:30 to 10 am, I did a sitting session, then lying on stomach with skull turns and mandible pulls, then lying on side with work on shoulder and neck. The energy is so strong the only thing I can do is lie down and surrender to it. This has been occurring frequently the last week. From 10 am to 12:15 pm, I did a sitting session with painful work in skull and shoulders.
From 12:30 to 2 pm, I did a lying session with strong energy. I feel a warm tingly energy filling one side of the body while there is difficult work going on in skull and shoulder on the other side. From 5:30 to 7:30 pm, I did two lying sessions, with loosening of bones on right side of face. There was much crunching in mandible, occipital and temporal bones. I am tired and have strong uterine cramps and tingling in groin.
From 8 to 9 pm, a powerful energy arose filling my entire body with a vibrating energy centered on the spinal column. It felt like taking a ride and floating on a huge wave of energy as the body swayed around. There was much skull work with so much movement it surprised me. Interspersed with this were episodes of loud popping of skull plates that did not hurt.
From 9 to 11 pm, I feel I reach a new stage where the skeleton and skull can be moved with stronger force. There was a full round of ligament snapping in all cranium bones and the torso. After this, there were teeth snaps in mandible and maxillae done tooth by tooth. I felt muscles in the neck were connected with the teeth snaps. Then there was snapping around the cheekbone and under the eye orbit, which seemed to be preparing for a facial bone movement. After this, there were holds with slow movement of bones in the skull alternating with popping of skull plates. I cannot take one more pop. Once the clavicle jumped as something released during a strong stretch. A big wave of tissue moved horizontally and changed position.
Energy puffs out happen more in right side of body. The left side of body activates afterward, preceding larger body movements. At times, the energy was so strong and the skull movements hurt to where I could not find a zone of comfort in any body position even while surrendered. It got much harder as is typical. These body changes are very complex.
From 11:30 pm to 12:30 am, the energy rose up the spine like a tornado and I felt it spiraling inside my head. I then did a sitting session until the jaw and shoulder is so sore I refuse to move them. My hand is still swollen mostly by the thumb area. I still feel a pain in the right hip and the left shoulder top has much tension. It is difficult to do this. I do not have the words to describe what this feels like. I sacrifice my entire life for this because I will get no relief until it is done.
Spine Coming Physically Alive
November 27: Teeth Snaps, Burning Lines, Right Shoulder Release
The day’s roll by, growing takes its time and cannot be forced. I feel as a new being entering into the world but there is nobody that knows about it. I feel so alone with this. Will there be a welcome from the cosmos when this is complete, a nice warm loving embrace as I come anew into the world? From 8:30 to 10:30 am, it has been difficult with continued work on shoulder, neck, skull and right hip. I wrote a tanka poem today:
Sea polyps on stone
frantic jettisons upward
working to break cord.
Growing force crescendo
jellyfish enters ocean.
From 11:30 am to 12:30 pm, I did a sitting session. The spine feels alive with spiraling energy breaking free from restricting tissues. From 1:30 to 2:30 pm, I did a sitting session like the previous one. It is difficult to stop the energy. From 5 to 6:15 pm, I did a sitting session. Work was in areas of TMJ, cheekbone, shoulder and neck with ligament snapping all along cord of personality path. There were many teeth snaps in the right mandible. For a short time, there was intense burning in upper lip in line vertical with crooked canine teeth. Lately, burning lines have been occurring often. I felt brief intense burns in various areas in shoulder, neck and skull. My right ear hurts much during all these sessions and I often feel strong pain in the sphenoid wing when it crunches in there. The left shoulder top is still painful; I sense it will release tension when the right shoulder releases.
From 6:15 to 8 pm, I did a lying session with growing reaction with strong energy zooming around. The right ankle, legs, pelvis and stomach were worked. From 8 to 9 pm, I did a lying session with skull work. There was a time when my head turned fully to the right tucked near the right shoulder joint. Then there was a crunching along the bones down through the TMJ line vertically. The bones were grinding together. I feel a muscle from the mandible will release that is connected to the scapula area below.
From 9 to 12 pm, I did two sitting sessions. The right shoulder, neck and skull released. It feels strange like there is a big empty hole with bones popping around inside. I cannot pop my jaws any more. From 12:15 to 1 am, I sat and CCW torso rotation started. It felt good with no crunching so I surrendered to that. Later, I felt a release in right hip and entire torso. Then a spontaneous head crunching started in the right skull that was fast and painful. I could only take it for ten minutes.
Release Of Neck Leads To Formation Of Double Vortex On Spine
November 28: Floating Shoulder Girdle, Energy Prickles
It was a restless sleep with strong energy and stretching most of the night. From 8 to 10 am, I had to start stretching right away. First, there was CCW torso rotation and popping going round and round the cervical spine. Then work moved into shoulder, TMJ, and cheekbone and I felt pain all over the skull and shoulders. There was a long hold with strong tension in the trapezious muscle where I wanted to go out of body to escape that pain. At the end, it felt good.
From 10:30 to 11:45 am, I did a freestyle session with popping of bones and opening of pelvis. Then I was sitting doing yoga-like twisting spinal postures. Lastly, I was lying on stomach raised in cobra position with alternate left, right, left work in shoulders. Then I did a sitting session with more bone popping and opening in the pelvis.
From 12 to 12:45 pm, I did a CCW torso rotation session. Work was on the mandible by lower molar and top of shoulder joint. I often felt the bone grinding feeling in both places. The shoulder girdle feels like its floating and I sit nearly straight. I wrote another tanka poem:
Promise of pleasure
keeps me coming back for more
I’ll face any pain.
Merging with your warm embrace,
I AM alive on Earth.
From 1 to 1:40 pm, I did a difficult freestyle session. I feel dead. From 2:30 to 3:30 pm, I did another strong freestyle session. I think to escape but the energy does not calm. From 3:30 to 5 pm, my body opens with much ligament snapping all over. The snapping goes up and down, then there is freefall and it repeats. I did three or four freestyle sessions. I want to stop because it is torture.
From 5 to 6:30 pm, there were slow movements in the skull while sitting. From 6:30 to 9 pm, there was easy and difficult skull work. One time there was strong crunching in the TMJ and neck, it was so intense I thought I might pass out. The neck feels free from the skull. I cannot believe how strong this was and dread thinking about how much is left to do.
At 10:45 pm, the growing phase started with a strong body vibration. I feel like I am a point of light in the middle and my body spirals around me. I feel light stinging prickles all over the areas where energy is working. The entire body is numb with high body heat and sweating.
Double Helix Vortex, Shoulders Worked As Pair, Ethmoid Moves
November 29: Entire Shoulder Girdle Release
I slept long but it was restless. When I rose, my shoulder blades felt closer together with more freedom of movement between them. There was tension on the left side of the cervical spine. The tension no longer keeps the neck bent to the right.
Dream of teeth coming out: I had a dream where I was selecting teeth in my mouth to take out, the bad ones and ones with fillings. I grabbed a hold of them and gave them a little twist and they came out with no pain, no blood and no roots on the teeth. Then I felt gaps all over my mouth from the missing teeth. This is the second time I have had a dream like this with teeth coming off at the base.
From 8:45 to 10:45 am, I did a sitting session. First, there was snapping and loud pops in left TMJ, then CCW torso rotation, and then popping in right TMJ. Later there was intricate work on the TMJ, cheekbone, mandible and neck and shoulder line. Several times, there was a muscular pull down through the maxillae. It was like when you curl your upper lip down and over your upper teeth. I felt work on the maxillae bone horizontally too.
From 11 to 11:30 am, I did a sitting session with popping of bones all along the cord of personality path on back. Then I felt energy twirling up the spine in the body in a clockwise direction and the body was stretching against this vortex with counterclockwise rotation on the outside. There was a stretch going up the spine. From 11:30 am to 12:45 pm, I did a freestyle session with ligament snapping.
From 4:15 to 4:30 pm, I was outside my house and did a session in a restroom. The energy in the skull is strong and there is pain in the cheekbone area. I was glad I could relieve the skull pressure. From 5:15 to 5:45 pm, I did a sitting session. The energy rose as a spiral up the spine branching with long stretches horizontally through my torso. Then I felt the entire shoulder girdle shift and release. Then energy went up into skull, twisting and pulling on tissues, which felt great. There was much popping of TMJ’s. There was a big energy ball at the base of the skull, which seemed to make this easier.
From 6:30 to 7:30 pm, I did a freestyle session with the same kinds of stretches without pain, only tiring after a while. The body feels smoother in the stretch and energy is working both shoulders together horizontally! I need a new word to describe the upward, spiraling body stretches that pull apart my skeleton. From 7:30 to 9:30, growing phase started and I rested. From 9:30 to 11 pm, the session started with standing and going down to squat and then I could not feel anything. There was no resistance and I easily moved with the body reaction. I never felt it like this. There were amazing moves in the shoulders and head.
I felt the ethmoid bone moving with air turbulence inside and had a tingly nose. The energy was moving all over and I could not follow it. I only felt pain in the upper right sphenoid wing when the energy would pass through there. Later I did a sitting session with skull work until I was exhausted. There was a high-pitched tone on right side that sounded while sitting. The work is on both shoulders together with the TMJ’s. It seems these areas of body are connected and need to release together. Finally, energy goes intensely into the tight muscles of the left shoulder. There were twists going around the neck. The energy is moving up the body with the spinal twisting and pulling apart phenomena.