Flexing Of Tailbone (Tucks), Suffocating Body Sweats
October 3: Energy Works In Stretched Tissue, Both Sides Of Body Worked
From 1 to 4 am, I did a sitting session with tension release and freefall. From 8 to 12 am, I did a sun session with body pulls. It was easy as I have much energy. I feel energy working immediately behind the path of stretched tissue. There were intricate paths worked on both sides of body in shoulders, rib cage, and skull. This seems to be a new stage, with both sides of body now worked in parallel.
From 12:30 to 2:30 pm, I did a freestyle session with lying and rolling around with work on right shoulder, rib cage, hips, and sacrum. Both sides of spine are worked together. From 5:30 to 8:30 pm, I took a break and a loud tone sounded. I do not feel much tension in my neck and skull, which is rare. I did a sitting session with the same work from before from head to tail. From 9:30 to 11:30 pm, the same work continues and I am exhausted and feel desperate. It seems the shoulder and TMJ is so convoluted it will never open. There were many stretches through paths of rib cage, shoulders, hip and skull. The right side of my neck is sore with pimples and rash all over it from the stretches. Tones keep sounding, energy continues to increase and the tailbone and sacrum puff out energetically. The tailbone is drawn toward the anus (tailbone tuck) to straighten it or open vertebrae. The root chakra activity has been light. In the growing phase, I often have suffocating heat and full-body sweat with energetic movement all over the legs and wonder if it is owing to nerve growth. This gets stronger each time. The heat periods are stronger than a menopause hot flash. In the night, I constantly alternate between covering up with blankets and then tearing them off.
Shoulder Energy Circuits, Cervical Spine Work, Sacrum Flex
October 4: Atlas & Occipital Bone Work, Energy Circles Cervical Spine
I slept in until 9:30 am! It was a restless sleep. I go up twice and had high energy in night. From 9:30 to 12 am, I did a sun session. Sitting in center makes it easy. From now on, I will stop if I cannot do that. I think to do fewer concentrated sessions, as this may be more effective.
From 2 to 3 pm, I did an effective lying session. Even though it is work, it feels good to release this tension. From 6:30 to 8 pm, I did a sitting session with stretchy pulls. I feel there is good progress. Energy worked deeply into all parts of the left shoulder and left TMJ, and opened much. After this, there was crisscross energetic activity between and across the two shoulders. Then energy moved toward the center by C7 joint and area of the spine between the scapulae. Next, there were many passes up and down the spine popping the vertebrae and T1 released during this. Then there was a strong stretch down to the end of the tailbone, which now feels close to full extension.
There was much work on upper cervical spine. It was like a slow surgery, rotating the head around in a full circle, while energy worked on the occipital bone and back of the skull near the atlas. I felt the energy rise substantially during this. Then energy went up and down twisting around the neck. I feel the head is clear and I am at the beginning of the big spiral of energy that will form along the spine. The base of the skull at the atlas now feels open. I felt neural growth near the end and the stretch reflex stopped so I wait.
From 8:30 to 10:30 pm, I did a lying on the stomach session with skull and sacrum work. My lower back arched with sacrum and hip articulation (sacrum flex), a first for this. It feels close to the skull aligning straight with the spine. I am going to bed early.
Insight about new body: I think when our vibration and awareness level is high enough then kundalini transformation triggers from activation of switches in our DNA. I think all human bodies will react more of less the same way. The DNA program exists and the instructions to grow the new body will activate once the conditions are right. Manifesting as higher-self in the physical body is a learning process. We can move our body but higher-self is not moving, rather it is a programmed physical reaction coming from our central nervous system. My body is reacting and moving and I thought by being harmonious with that movement, then I was moving as higher-self. However, that was not quite right. When my body is reacting and I accept the reaction, then I am one with the reaction with no resistance and I have done an act of being aware. The kundalini transformation is the field where I learn how to surrender control to my higher-self and the more I do that the more I grow. The reaction will eventually stop and having gone through the process, I will then have the result of full awareness in the body.
Vision of being a man: During a short hold in a session, I had an image of myself as a tall thin man with wild light colored hair. In this vision, I saw myself as this person and was acting as them. Coming back to stretching it dawned on me that I was seeing myself as another person and it was male. The hair was like mine, gnarled like a bird’s nest. Was it a dream, a past life, or an omen?
October 5: Shoulders Worked With TMJ’s, T1 Pop, Shoulder Release
From 2 to 4 am, I did a sitting stretch down through spine. It was difficult because I had to keep pointing my body at different angles, not what a sleepy person wants to do. Energy popped all vertebrae in each direction from top to bottom. The T1 and C7 vertebrae were worked intensely. After this, I lay down and was turning to find comfortable positions where tension and leverage was used to open adhesions. Lastly, I did a lying on the stomach session for about an hour. From 9 am to 1 pm, I did a sitting session outside with good surrender. There were a few large movements of the skull and tailbone. The skull movements are intense.
From 2 to 3 pm, I did a lying session. There were big cracks in skull on right and the right jaw and neck is sore. From 6 to 8:30 pm, I did a freestyle session that was not going well, so I switched to a sitting session. From 8:30 to 10 pm, there was a strong growing reaction. Energy was slowly going back and forth through the TMJ and shoulder on right in many directions and opening adhesions. There was work of left shoulder with right shoulder and both shoulders with the TMJ’s. There was a loud pop on the T1 vertebrae. After this, there was a release in the shoulder crook and on lower edge of right occipital bone. Energy was moving down the spine when I arose. It feels open in the TMJ, neck and shoulder. From 10 pm to 1 am, I sat while energy worked and blanked out when energy worked in spine.
Vertebrae & Rib Cage Ligament Snapping
October 6: Release In Left Side Of Neck With TMJ, Tones
From 8 to 9 am, I did a freestyle session, with work on right shoulder and C7. From 9 am to 1:30 pm, I did a sun session where work was mainly on spine. It was easy to stay surrendered. From 1:30 to 7 pm, I took a long break! It is the longest I have taken in a long time. It felt good without much tension building.
From 7 to 9 pm, the session was different. Energy started at top and worked down, with popping in vertebrae, snapping each with a twist. Simultaneously, the corresponding ribs in front were worked along the sternum. Perhaps it was loosening all the ribs and other attachments of muscles to the spine. It was popping and snapping all over which did not hurt at all. Next, I felt intense expansion of energy in sacrum and tailbone area and an elastic sheet moved up the spine over the skull.
After this, body pulls started in succession. There were many strong pelvic pushes, which were intense but did not hurt. There were many releases in rib cage, spine, sacrum and neck and much stretching of cranium bones, more than I thought I still needed. (It is easy to see here how the body prepares for the stretch, as vertebrae and ribs are loosened before hand, then the fascia sheets energize, then the spontaneous pulling stretch happens with many releases.) I sense the tailbone is not fully open. The energy is high. I am not tired but would welcome a freefall session. From 9:20 pm to 12:15 am, it was more of the same work, this time in slow motion. It was not pleasant. At the end, the shoulder was near to release.
Neuron Growth Immediately In Stretched Tissue
October 7
I awoke at 8 am after a long sleep. I have much neck tension. From 8:30 to 10 am, I did a slow and easy sun session. I feel energy work along main cord path. From 11:30 am to 2 pm, I did a freestyle session. I grow stronger and can barely feel the larger movements. The reaction of new neuron growth occurs immediately in the stretched tissue. That is distinct. The squat was strange, I could barely feel my body at all and a deep blue light filled my 3rd eye. Energy worked on the main cord path down the back.
From 2 to 3 pm, I did a lying on the stomach session. From 5 to 6:45 pm, I did a lying on the back session. It is amazing how much the energy has grown from this morning. Energy moves vertebrae and works in the shoulders. Everything in the body is worked as one unit now, with energy moving up and down the spine. The ability to clear energy blocks is greater, and the transformation goes faster. From 7 to 8 pm, I did a lying on the stomach session, I am not superwoman after all and I need a break! From 8 to 10 pm, I did a sitting session until I could not move my jaws anymore. There were many passes through the body zigzagging everywhere. The C7 area feels loose.
October 8: Intensity Of Skull Work Goes Up A Notch
I slept almost ten hours! From 9:30 am to 2:30 pm, I did a sun session with many bone movements, which were difficult at first until I remembered to relax. Even after I relaxed, it was difficult until there were some releases. After the releases, it was easier to surrender and allow work to go on in ribs, spine, skull and sacrum. The sacrum opens more.
From 5 to 7:30 pm, I was sitting outside after having done a few strong pelvic pushes. The pushes felt different and stronger but did not hurt. Then I heard a loud tone and felt energy rising. I came in, did some freestyle movements and ended with lying on my stomach. From 9 to 11 pm, it is difficult to get started as my shoulder and jaws are sore. There were different energetic paths of work, mostly on the right side. The stuck muscles across the shoulder and down the back of the neck have been snapping all day. All day, there is much activity in the tailbone with many openings there. I just finished an intense round in the head different from all other sessions. The skull bones were separating and moving and then my skull moved over a notch with a strong move at the end. It was difficult. It has been difficult all day. I have been crying, sweating much, and am sore in many places. I am tired and wonder how much is left.
October 9: Increased Vibration, Galaxy View, Bliss Feeling
I arose at 8 am and slept long with many dreams. There is tension in neck. Another month has flown by. From 8:30 to 9:30 am, I did a sun session. It is unbelievable how strong I am, sitting and barely feeling anything as if I have an epidural all over. During the sitting session, strong adjustments were done to the skull, shoulder, back and hip, all along the main cord path. My mind is active yakking away, but still the healing goes on.
From 9:30 to 11:30 am, it was fantastic! The growing reaction continues winding its way down the spine, working much in the shoulders and T1 vertebrae area. Energy works in one place then goes to another and makes a connection. For example, I feel adjustment in a vertebra, then in shoulders, TMJ and skull. The sacrum opens easily. I can sit in center and allow strong bone movements that would hurt without this strong energy. It was pleasant.
From 11:30 am to 1:30 pm, it was the same stuff. Energy moved up the spine to the skull for another round working at deepest level of the bones. There were many big cracks in lower part of skull on right and then moving down to shoulders. It was painful so I stopped. From 5 to 8 pm, strong work continued and was easy until it worked in shoulders.
I am amazed by what is occurring. How is it possible that my skeletal frame can correct so quickly? The body twist I had a week ago is gone since bones released in rib cage and spine. After a few hours, all pain is gone and it is healed. Can nerves do this? At this accelerated rate, I think it can finish soon. I long to see the result. Will something even more amazing happen, when this huge energy is no longer occupied with moving my muscles and bones around?
From 10 pm to 12:30 am, I sank into a growing phase with pressure on shoulder crook. I laid down because it was hard to endure while sitting. Just before this, I was sinking into a pleasant warm tingly sensation, while difficult work occurred. The energy continues to rise.