Right Skull Energy Spiral, Lifted Rib Cage, TMJ’s Circuit
July 21: Large Release In C7 And TMJ, Parietals Open
I did not sleep well. I rose twice to stretch and had many cleansing dreams. From 7 to 10 am, I used acupressure on the urinary bladder meridian for two hours. Work was mainly in the right shoulder and rib cage with several pops in vertebrae. I had several shivers after a squishy crunch in C7.
From 1 to 2:30 pm, I did a freestyle session with stretching while lying through spine, hip, neck, skull and TMJ’s. The stretches in the TMJ’s were the most intense so far. I pray this will end soon. After this, I took a walk and had to do mini-stretches during it. Later while sitting, something popped in the TMJ joint, I felt a big release of tension and the constant tugging feeling was gone.
At 8:30 pm, I did acupressure on the urinary bladder meridian and it felt open when I started. As far as I recall energy opened in the neck and then the parietals opened. Then I felt a strong internal spiral with bones moving deep inside my head and it was turning around (see figure). Then my neck was held strongly in a fixed position while energy worked various sequences of bones, moving down and covering the entire right side of head. I felt drops of water landing on my skin in various places and stinging prickles all over. Then energy worked in both sides of my head at once, which is new. Then energy went down the center of face. I distinctly felt a line of energy go down the frontal bone to the maxillae, then down to mandible and then up and around the temporal bones. I felt a stretch from my jaw going down throat to clavicles.
A big thunderstorm started when I sat. The skull work lasted a little longer in both sides of skull but was not as strong on the left side. At moments, the entire skull was energized and undulated.
From 8:30 to 9:30 pm, I was lying with the right body joints lined up while energy worked through them, the spine and chest. Once, energy went down the sides of my neck and then went across the shoulders and lifted and twisted my rib cage such that I felt something was lifted over it. This movement released energy, which rippled up and adjusted the TMJ and shoulder. It felt like joints were lifting and moving. I have never felt anything like this before. This is not easy to do and it hurts but there is much power to do it. My part in this is to sit in center and allow the spontaneous body movements. When pain increases, I work to go to deep center by putting myself into ‘sleep mode’. At times, I tensed parts of my body and worked to relax them so energy could work there. When I relaxed, energy accelerated. The natural tendency is to resist the transformational sensation. Anytime I feel pain, it reminds me to do a muscle scan. Near the end, I had the feeling my skeletal structure was free from the flesh.
From 10:40 pm to 12:30 am, I sat and worked the meridians. I recall there was strong work in the shoulders and I blanked out with my head tipped back and my mouth open and felt a large circle of energy moving through the TMJ’s. I think I was a long time like that.
Dream of losing control then I had a dream while in the blanked out state that I had passed out when the growing phase started. In the dream, I was outside and reactions started which were strong and fast. I went out of control and somebody had to take me inside to my bed. Then I woke up. Perhaps it is a message to go to bed.
Sphenoid Directing Body Movements
July 22
I slept long and have much tension. From 6:30 to 10 am, I did a freestyle session immediately. There was intense work in shoulder and articulations related to it. I am sure the sphenoid bone is moving. I distinctly felt that all the cranial bone movements were radiating from this central bone. It is interesting to know that the pituitary gland is nestled into the top side of the sphenoid at the center and is at base of brain and that the sphenoid looks like a butterfly or a bat, which both are symbols of transformation.
The body stretches are difficult. It is as if I hold my skeleton still while large muscle groups around a stuck bone amass an energy charge with increasing tension and then with a tremendous force, the area is popped, twisted or stretched and something releases. From 10:30 to 12 am, I did a freestyle session with strong bone crunching body stretches; for sure, I am being killed.
The energy does not let up so I did many sessions trying to release the tension. Near the end of the day, I felt something in the neck release and then the body opened with tension releases in the shoulder, trapezious and TMJ. Energy work felt to be at the deepest level of bone so far. I do not remember much, only relief to feel the tension go away.
July 23: Bathed In Golden Sunlight, Shivers, Energy Massage
From 4 to 7:30 am, I did a long intense session but not as bad as yesterday. The pain is from bones moving against bone. I do not have neck tension and no irritating popping of the TMJ, which was getting to me yesterday! Energy worked mostly in the TMJ and behind head by occipital bone in the skull and then in both shoulders. I felt the trapezious muscles release. Near the end, I felt like I was sitting in golden sunlight and was floating while work was occurring in the background of my body. That felt wonderful and I was not outside. There were many shivers, yawns and strong body stretches. There was a long moment of high-pitched sound and then total silence. The root chakra is strongly activated with strong pain near right sphenoid wing. I feel good!
From 4:30 to 6:30 pm, it was a difficult bone crunching session with openings up spine, neck, shoulders, hips, TMJ’s & skull. The energetic vibration is fast and works more efficiently. Near the end, energy moved super fast going back and forth and quickly changing directions and worked along paths of different muscle groups. It felt like an energy massage was ironing me out. From 7 to 11 pm, I did a long meditation session with Reiki.
Burning On Cranial Sutures, Skull Getting Narrow And Wide
July 24: Strengthening Full Body Stretches
From 6 to 9 am, I did a sitting meditation and from 10:30 am to 12:30 pm, I did a freestyle session. While sitting, there was much cranium bone work and then stretching with strong body and skull crunches. I worked much on the twist in body. The stretches felt effective to open the tissue. At times, it felt fetal, with one arm squished under body left to front and the other arm right to back, with hips turned, like lying on my side. Releases happened with arms in fetal position with shoulders hunched near neck in back. These were difficult sessions. From 7 to 9 pm, it seems my head is reshaping. There is intense burning between the cranium bones as they separate. I can distinctly feel my head going narrow and wide.
July 25: Sternum Release, Going Deeper Into Squat
From 5:30 to 8:30 am, I did urinary bladder and gallbladder meridian work. The shoulders, hips, spine and rib cage were worked. From 9 to 10:30 am, I did a painful freestyle session. The sternum released near the fourth or fifth rib, the one stuck under the right arm.
From 1 to 2 pm, I did a lying session. From 7:30 to 10:30 pm, I did two freestyle sessions. Mostly I was I lying with the majority of work on spine, rib cage and upper shoulders. I keep sinking lower in the squat. The pelvis bones, ankle and toe open more each time. The spine work felt chiropractic with many twisting, pushing and pulling stretches. At times, I felt searing pain going down a line from TMJ joint, jaw, neck, down back and under arm. Now there is work in sacrum where the hip bone meets it and the sacrum is opening.
I feel disappointed seeing how much work there remains to do, the body is dense and takes a long time to transform. The most effective workout for me now is a Reiki acupressure session followed by a freestyle session. I am tired.
July 26: Mandible Releases With Thud, What Sex You Want To Be?
I slept long, which felt great! From 6:30 to 9 am, I used acupressure on the feet meridians together in a sun session. There were many twisting body stretches with work in hip, shoulder and spine. From 9 to 11:30 am, I did a freestyle session with twisting stretches and crunches; most work was in skull, neck and shoulders with some hip discomfort. The TMJ joint moved to the right with a loud thud. There was much cranium bone movement. I used cranial sacral techniques to try to open the TMJ more and likely I over did it. I get desperate to get this over with and to be rid of the pain that often I do too much. The head, neck and shoulders feel broken now. There was a long hold working on the cord of personality mainly in the head. During the hold, I heard the question, “What sex do you want to be?” Immediately I answered, “Male”. I thought about my spontaneous answer and came to the same conclusion that I want to be a male. The main reasons are as a female, I do not feel safe in today’s world, and that it would be intriguing to change to the opposite sex. I wonder if I have the power to choose and if it is physically possible to change your sex in a kundalini transformation. I arose after forty-five minutes in the hold, as I could not take more.
Lately, it seems higher-self will completely take over at any moment. I feel it strongest during the holds. Perhaps once the skull is sufficiently changed then a strong reaction might happen in the brain and higher-self will completely take over and finish all the body changes that still need to be done. (I was still clinging to the hope that I could change instantly without having to go through the grueling process that is necessary to completely transform.) The energy moves so fast now, it does seem likely.
From 3 to 4:30 pm, I did a sitting session where energy worked mostly in the cranium bones while I was in a blanked out state. From 7 to 9:30 pm, I did a slow and easy shoulder opening where I stayed surrendered with less crunching, so I am not worn out.