Physical Loosening Of Spine With Labor-Like Pushes
December 29: Circle Forms Between Ends Of Spine, Constant TMJ Snapping
From 1 to 2 am, I did a CCW torso rotation session working both sides of TMJ’s and shoulders together the entire time. From 8 am to 2:30 pm, I did three sessions. The last was a difficult lying on stomach session. There was pressure on TMJ’s with popping and pressure on neck and sacrum with uterine pain during the pelvic pushes.
From 5:30 to 6:30 pm, I did a sitting session. There was much ligament snapping. I feel like I am a skeleton popping my bones into place. It does not hurt it merely feels weird. This session concentrated around the neck and shoulders with the TMJ’s working together much more and with more turning of cranium bones as a single unit.
Lately when there is centrifugal force in the skull from swaying, a rippling happens on the surface where the force is applied. It is like a gentle rippling of bone movement and inside I can hear light pops and cracks. These generally feel good and I guess it indicates all bones of the skull are sufficiently loose and can move now. The pelvis has a huge vortex or energy ball inside. Often there is swirling energy in root chakra and sometimes with stinging prickles. I feel a circle forming now and an energy circuit forming between the two ends of spine.
There was a large release in right mandible, neck and shoulder and afterward it felt hollow there. There have been strong pelvic pushes lately combined with strong skull pressure. The spine seems it is separating from the body. Often I make spontaneous groaning sounds with the strong pushes. The body makes the sounds because of the strong force moving through it. It reminds me of being in labor.
From 7:30 to 9:30 pm, I did a lying on stomach session, like the previous session, and it was difficult. From 9:30 to 10:30 pm, I took a nap. From 10:30 to 11:30 pm, when I arose there was pressure on both TMJ’s and the urge to snap them together. Then there was strong incessant snapping. I could not stay upright so I lay down. The only comfortable position was on the stomach, which I did not want. The last stomach sessions have been much more pain than pleasure and I dread them. I fell asleep after this.
Sacrum And Skull Release
December 30: Strong Teeth Snaps, Crying, Tones And Whiteouts
From 4 to 4:30 am, all night there was such strong work going on in the body with sweating, kriyas and constantly turning positions. I rose hoping to turn off the reaction. The tension is along the back of neck and mandible. The CCW torso rotation was difficult. The teeth are moving with strong teeth snaps in the skull. I do not think I can take this sitting.
From 4:30 to 5:30 am, I did a lying on stomach session. It was difficult with increasing pain in sacrum, skull and uterus. Typical work was a turn of the head combined with a pelvic push and strong head popping which happened repeatedly. I was lying there as relaxed and centered as I possibly could be, allowing what had to be done.
From 5:30 to 8 am, I slept. There is still pain in sacrum with much tension in neck and at base of skull. My enthusiasm is low. I do not want to go on. I had some strange dreams.
Dream of being in sea with fish and dolphins: I was being pulled through a large expanse of water hanging onto a towrope and as I passed through the water, I could see many large colorful fish and dolphins near the surface basking in the seawater. I was in awe to see this. I was tired and let go of the towrope, the boat went away from me, and the drivers did not realize I had let go. I had some concern because I knew I could not catch the boat by swimming. Then I relaxed, feeling they would return.
Dream of new penis: I was dreaming I was in bed and saw a large penis freshly born and erect, wondering how it got there between my legs. A man came and was supportive realizing what had happened to me. He looked at it and said it needs some surgery. I said no, my body would take care of it.
From 8 to 10:15 am, I have to go with it there is too much pain. I did a sitting session with much popping of shoulder girdle, mandible and maxillae. From 10:30 am to 1:30 pm, I did a difficult lying on stomach session. A bit of blood came out of my nose. The sacrum still has intense pressure on it.
From 1:30 to 3 pm, I did a sitting session. It hurt as energy pulled apart the shoulder, neck and skull and I sobbed while it happened. After this, it felt like padded bones in the skull and was not bad. Energy seemed to be working at deep level in skull by sphenoid wing. From 3:30 to 4:30 pm, I did a sitting session. The energy does not let up. I am crying much and praying this will end soon. From 4:30 to 7:30 pm, I did a lying on the stomach session. (Most likely, the sacrum released during this session.)
From 8 to 10 pm, I did a sitting session. After taking a break, the energy was strong, so it did not hurt. I heard a tone in right skull and later, there were two whiteouts in the left skull. After this, my head was supported by a strong energy and I felt new complicated paths of stretch in skull. I have never felt the energy this strong before. I felt some tension down back to right hip. From 11 to 12 pm, I did a difficult sitting session.
Sacrum Separation & Tailbone Release
December 31: Left TMJ Opens And Spreads Far Apart
From 12 to 2:30 am, I did a difficult lying on stomach session. Something opened in the pelvic area near the anus or tailbone that felt like little bones crackling. There was an opening going down the right sacrum hip suture line with a twist of the body.
There was much sacrum flexing and pelvic pushing. It feels like having a child. I recall that experience now, the endless pushes, the sacrum pain, and wanting it to be over soon. While the two ends of spine are worked, the skull pops and adjusts. My face moves more to the center instead of to the right side. I am exhausted. From 8:45 am to 12:30 pm, I did three sessions, which were not painful with work on right mandible. My energy feels strong.
From 12:30 to 1 pm, I did a sitting session and for the first time energy went deep into left shoulder. There was a slow tilt of head to left with strong tension, then a pop of a bone vertically perhaps in left side of neck or near shoulder crook. There were many strong pops like this. I feel ratcheting circles of temporal bones moving with TMJ’s on both sides of the skull. I have never felt that so pronounced before. I feel much pain from the left shoulder in a line down to right hip crest. Sometimes I am in a position with left ear next to left shoulder joint tip, presumably to release the molar jaw muscle on left side. I feel increased ability to move head and neck in leftward turns. It is strange that all my life I never noticed restricted movement of turning my head to the left.
From 1 to 3 pm, I did a lying on stomach session with a strong spontaneous orgasm. From 6:45 to 8 pm, I did a freestyle session, with tension releases in skull. My toes are numb from standing so long. There was a big neck crack and a muscle released afterward. From 8:30 to 9 pm, I did a sitting session. From 9 to 11 pm, I did a lying on stomach session. After about twenty minutes, the left TMJ opened and spread far apart. Right after this there was a long hold. I feel stinging prickles with slight burning feeling but it is not painful. I detect little energy puff outs here and there in the body. There is strong energetic activity in the root chakra and the area feels warm.
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